i’ve been down for so long, struggling and frustrated. i know people worry about me and wish they could help or do something. i am picking myself up, pulling myself out of the blackness and no matter what happens i have to look at this as a learning experience.
matt called me today and said something really sweet…he said susan boyle reminds him of me…he was quick to point out that i don’t look like her (ha, i do!) it’s just that she looks so plain but then she started singing and blew everyone away! i’ll take that as a compliment.
tomorrow is matt’s birthday…25 years old…it’s such a cliche but where did all those years go? cried and cried last night~~mostly for what i wish my life could/should have been~~~
it’s the new me! the new positive thinking, experienced, talented, gifted ME!!!
“You’ve done it before and you can do it now. See the positive possibilities. Redirect the substantial energy of your frustration and turn it into positive, effective, unstoppable determination.”