I wish I had good news

but I don’t. I am feeling slightly better but all it means is I am trying to catch up on all the things I didn’t do since last Friday and for several weeks before that. I am now alert enough to know that my work is piling up…

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I logged in and cleared my inbox but that is only a disguise for the actual PAPER work, meetings and rounds I will need to do.

I am also way behind on my homework. Reading and comprehension has been impossible with my watery eyes and foggy brain.

I guess the best news is that my older son is moving back to Chicago from New York, in with me. It’s not the best of circumstances for him, he feels like a failure. He is far from a failure and just needs some time to relax and regroup. I will enjoy having him around and just like his brother- he has a good appetite….and unlike his brother, he likes to cook!!

th (6)Maybe the good news is that in a few weeks I might come home to dinner on the table… for a change.

cleo is not amused

i went to the organic pet store and picked out a few different cans of wet food i thought she might like. she needs to lose some weight and it couldn’t be closer but so far she is being her usual tempramental feline self.

she’s no pumpkin lover

get it? BFF~~best feline friend!

i think it’s like trying to wean somebody off fast food-luckily she had some prawns this weekend

i, on the other hand had a delicious dinner of chicken with arrabbiata sauce and tortellini…yummy! and leftovers for my lunch tomorrow~~~

the shower

it all went well…as usual…. too much food!! my cousin and i have worked on food for a few parties and my plan is always to have a nice variety even if that means there is way too much and we have to force people to take it home….

here’s the winning photo from the shower

rose and her best friend christine with the new  RED kitchen aid mixer, perhaps she’ll have to name the mixer….

brrrrrrilliant day

it’s still cold here~really cold!  a lifetime in chicago has taught me that if you layer and dress warmly~~~cold weather can be invigorating!! mr a and i went to harborne-the 45 bus to the 11. it’s pretty posh and the main destination was the upscale food shops~waitrose and marks and spencers simply food. the delicious result of this is that we had a lovely dinner of slices of the smallest ham i’ve ever seen, liver pate, blacksticks blue cheese

on german and french bread, with kosher dill pickles, olives and pickled onions….yummy!

tomorrow will be pork leg steaks with an apple stuffing and roast parsnips~~i’ve been converted

it’s kind of a perfect end to a perfect week~~ i didn’t have to go out, i worked hard~~in my jammies and finally after 18 months on this stupid project, with the whole thing falling apart at the seam…. i finally have total responsibility for the very important job of validating the data. ..after all these months of the project director ignoring me-now i will have the final piece of the puzzle….*diabolical laugh*

tomorrow i am working at the hospital-half a regular shift and half extra (big££). i’m starting to feel greedy and wondering how many extra shifts i can fit in…the truth is…i’m a workaholic….   it’s not just the work but what i can get with the money i earn…i always like to dream and plan the next adventure…..

the hard part of today is that once again my sister and i are trying to sort through the puzzle of my dad’s “stuff”. we got his death certificate-distressing enough-we still don’t have power of attorney so we are only filtering through bits and pieces-tomorrow she is making the 4 hour drive up to small town wisconsin to his house-my daughter and son are going with…i am so proud of them for agreeing to undertake this unpleasant journey on my behalf. the plan is to delve deeper into what has already proved to be a rather icky, yucky  living situation to retrieve some documents that will give us an idea of his assets…amazingly my 19 year old son will be leading the girls…

i wonder if this his my dad’s perverse way of getting our attention?

this is hard work

all this sun, food, friends, food, sun, family, food, sun, food….

today i met up with my very old friend sally. we went to high school together…that would be around 1972-1976 ish…we haven’t seen each other since at least 1979!! she found me on facebook about six months ago and after the few hours we spent today talking and taking a quick drive through the old neighborhood, it was like all those years disappeared.

tonight i feel like a special piece of the jigsaw puzzle of my life has been dug out from the the sofa cushion…sally knows lots of things about me that know one else does and that i might not want anyone else to know.

we swapped lots of crappy, shitty, evil ex-husband stories- i remember hers, she never met mine-the one thing we both agreed on was that it’s a shame we lost touch, we could have helped each other alot when our kids were little…

we have pool party planned for next week!!

sorry, i can’t post any pictures- i am taking them though, and videos too!!

an unlikely place

for the G20 meeting? new york?? London??? berlin?? no! it’s being held in pittsburgh…i have been close to pittsburgh, back in the 70’s, my best friend in high school was from youngstown ohio, an equally unexciting place.

The next G20 summit is due to take place at Pittsburgh‘s David L. Lawrence Convention Center on September 24–25, 2009.[1] Announced shortly after the April 2009 G-20 London summit, U.S. President Barack Obama volunteered to host this summit, initially planning to hold it in New York City and coordinating it with the opening of the United Nations General Assembly. However, due to coordination issues, on May 28, 2009, the Obama Administration announced a change of venue to Pittsburgh in order to highlight the city’s economic recovery following the collapse of its manufacturing sector in the latter half of the 20th century. In response to the Global credit crisis, a G20 summit in one year was proposed shortly after the London summit in April 2009. The second G20 2009 summit will hopefully evaluate the measures taken in April 2009 in London and implement new policies which will stimulate the global economy

 our fine president has given pittsburgh a reward for its recent economic regeneration

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and how did i stumble on all this??

i get emails from chicago tribune travel

let’s cut to the chase…..the good stuff….the food!

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did i mention my future son in law is from pittsburgh???

when i’m in the hospital, bring me pretzels and a real vanilla milkshake

there is a topic that is very important to me but also has lots of different apsects to it…it’s not just simple and straightforward. i have been a hospital patient, i have been a patient who has been on a restricted diet and i have been a patient who needed to eat to regain my strength. i also take care of patients who have been very sick, they usually have very little interest in food and need to be pushed, coaxed and cajoled into taking a few bitefuls.

my philosophy on hospital food is that there should be simple(not too spicy), soft(texture), comfort food readily available.  last saturday would be a perfect example, two patients could eat but declined the chicken curry and some other unidentifiable meat/gravy/veg dish that was available. i was saying to another nurse that what they really need to serve is a big bowl of homemade soup, with a nice chunk of bread with butter and a nice fruit salad….one of patients overheard me and said “i agree!!”

i actually tell families that a nice homemade sandwich, one made the way the patient likes on their favorite bread with just the right amount of mayo is so much better than what is served by the hospital~~i have also gone to the shop in the hospital to buy ice lollies (popsicles) for patients if they say they’ll try one.

one of the keys here is that what if a patient has their first craving in the middle of the night, shouldn’t we have something to offer them???

this news story has been circulating on the bbc today

Prison food ‘beats NHS hospitals’

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Researchers say hospital patients do not consume enough good food

Researchers have claimed the food provided in prisons is better than in NHS hospitals.

Experts from Bournemouth University examined the quality of food offered to prisoners and NHS patients.

They say people in hospital are losing out on nutrition because they are not being helped with eating or having their diet monitored.

A Department of Health spokesman said most patients were “satisfied with the food they receive in hospitals”.

Professor John Edwards said about 40% of patients entering hospital were already malnourished, and this did not tend to improve during their stay.

as the article points out, prisoners have the luxury of appetites and being able to sit around a table socializing, doesn’t that make it even more important to serve really nice food to patients in the hospital?

now this is actually one time where i don’t think the NHS is alone in serving crappy food to patients but i just don’t understand how they get away with it. food=nutrition=health. how can you have a healthcare facility where such a basic element like nutrition is so lacking?

nutter that i am, i have actually emailed jamie oliver suggesting that he do for the NHS what he tried to do for school lunches here which was to teach them to cook basic food with fresh ingredients….he is too busy…apparently touring america by the looks of his current series.

lo and behold, there is a blog where you can submit pics of your hospital food and a related facebook site obviously crappy food is an international problem….

interestingly enough, there is this project

This two-year project aimed to increase the proportion of local and/or organic food to 10% of the catering provision of four London NHS hospitals:

  • Ealing General, 
  • the Lambeth Hospital in Stockwell (mental health)
  • St. George’s in Tooting, 
  • the Royal Brompton in Chelsea (heart & lung).

Lambeth catering workersProject Background

The NHS spends around £500 million on food to serve 300 million meals in 1,200 hospitals every year. And while no one is expecting Gordon Ramsay to do the cooking, when you’ve had to book your place six months in advance, whether at a restaurant or a hospital, you would think you could at least get a decent meal when you show up! At least some Londoners did, because of a two-year London Food Link project. Working in partnership with the Soil Association, the project tried to increase the proportion of locally produced, nutritious food served in London hospitals.

The project evolved after initial encouraging research in 2002 and 2003 by the Soil Association, in conjunction with the Foundation for Local Food Initiatives, on the feasibility of adapting catering procedures in St George’s Hospital, Tooting, to include organic food. Funding for the project was secured from the Department of Environment, Food and Rural Affairs (Defra) under the Rural Enterprise Scheme, and also from the King’s Fund.

well, just wondering what other people think, ever been a patient and want to describe what you got vs what you would have liked?? ever visited someone and tried to get them to eat some obviously inedible slop??

what would be your perfect hospital meal if you were, let’s say, recovering from an operation?

blueberry pancakes

i treated us (james and me) to some blueberries specifically for pancakes…they usually come from the states so i feel like i am helping the folks back in the homeland, these came from chile…

yesterday i made some but i will blame the internet for distracting me…i let them burn…

today i put all distractions aside and james did the mix (aunt jemima, of  course) and i heated up my griddle~~~~VOILA!!!

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i miss cooking for a bunch of hungry kids…they can fight over my griddle when i’m gone!!!

how was your weekend??

me?? i worked friday night….20% of the nurses working are pregnant…in a heavy lifting unit like mine that can become a problem. i’m entirely sympathetic but some of the navy blues are not…it was kind of crazy woman night. two elderly women with life long, colourful psychiatric histories including but not limited to a suicide attempt 7 weeks post partum, episodes of confusion, aggression, physical violence, depression, early onset cerebral dementia, anxiety….sound like any middle aged woman you know??? when i think about it, a large proportion of our female patients have a documented mental health problem…the men just drink themselves into indifference…it’s a gender thing..

that was friday night, saturday morning i went to the man’s…tired but not too tired. …slept for a little while and then watched a bit of telly supernannyUSAvictorian farm…oh yeah that was after i got a teensy bit fed up with…..ask me about the football scores….the man asked me about the chicago cubs…they were in first place all season and threw it all away in the first three games of the playoffs…sounds like birmingham city who lost 2-0 to blackpool

we did have a lovely trip to the giant sainsbury’s…they have EVERYTHING… from pots of parsley to washing machines…it reminds me of a big jewel-osco or target…a change from my dinky 3 aisle co-op…..we got a nice steak, “american” breaded mushrooms and morello cherry crumble…a bottle of wine and some other treats and i bought a decorating magazine that came with an M&S catalog

this morning i went home with a craving for jerk chickenit’s hot…. tears in your eyes hot….

but even after i went out of my way to get it at another super sainsbury’s…still no jerk chicken rub…had to settle for levi roots reggae reggae sauce…which i’m eating as i type…very nice!

in between, i went to town bought some aunt jemima pancake mix, jif peanut butter and the prize….hidden vally ranch dressing in very small bottle for 89p. 70% off!! apparently brummies have not discovered ranch dressing yet….

it sounds like a very food heavy weekend but i also got these shoes on sale…£20!!

did i mention that maria and one of the julies and i met up for a relaxing snack high above new street??? we offered our own fashion critique to the women walking below and discussed the inauguration…i think the general consensus is that everyone is coping at the moment…

i am coping very well, i am borderline happy!!